Camping

So Nick and I went to Duluth for our very first vacation and it was amazing and wonderful. We went camping and it was fun it wa also a new thing for me and I did enjoy myself. We drove up the North Shore, the weather was perfect and it was perfect all around. It was so worth the planning and money. Would we do it again yes because it was so nice to being alone and that it was just the two of us.

Act your age

Am so tried of all this am sick of the bull that you have put me though! I get it I know what I did wasnt right on any level1 But you know what am so tried of this depress crap1 I totally get that its sohard to let someone go I really do but youthen realize that it wasnt ment to be then it wasnt! But I cant go out to place where I used to go I cant go to out to certain places becasue you will be or there is a chance that we might run into someone! I cant fully enjoy myself becasue am worried that you might show up or someone will say something! Stop I am sorry for the pain that I caused you am really am sorry and I know that you dont believe it either but I didnt go and look for this it happen. I am sorry for the way things happen and went down I am, but you know what you need to stop too! We ALL need to put on our big kids pants on and act our age. You hate me fine whatever am over it but stop spreading your mouth to everyone about this its between two people not the entrie world! Have your friends leave me alone you leave me alone and I will do the same! So stop with the crap on facebook and threw texts nothing you say is goigng to change because am going to be there.

Outside the Box

So it has been a very long weekend! Nick and I went to the fair on Saturday and was all so happy that we get to walk around and eat food that was so good for you lol! I wish! So we were walking around and we were walking pass the beer gardren and who is there GENE SIMMIONS from KISS! So people were saying that wasnt him so my hopes of actually seeing someone famous was shot to the ground. So then we were walking by the Grandstand and Nick really wanted to see how much tickets were and were the seats were so I said ok and of course it was 22 main floor right in front of the stage. so guess who was seeing KISS? We did! Nick was so happy he was like a little kid in a candy shop it was so cute! So just before we were going into the show we had to have a corndog before going in for the concert. So we are standing there eating our corn and who walks by GENE SIMMIONS again and he looked at me and said wow that looks good I should get one! OMG! And guess what it was the real person too! Poor Nick I have been giving him so much crap for this! So My thing is that I never listen to Kiss or really know any of their songs but you know what they may be old, but they know how to rock out and they know how to put on one heck of a show! I had an amazing time and so did Nick it was our first concert together and it was a great night for an outdoor concert as well!

Saying Goodbye

So am finally feel like I got the final slap in the face. i had to pick up the last thing that was apart of my past. I know that I should be caring becasue I have a loving and wonderful boyfriend but there are parts that still hurt.  I feel like I just threw tons a money away, Nick said I didnt but I feel like I did. I dont know. I also know that I have burnt tons of bridges with the choices that I have made and am truely sorry for every single one of them and I just hope that things would be calm down so everyone goes back to normal but I know that will be awhile , but I also know that we as a couple have made some big steps and I just hope that it doesnt back fire. I never went looking for this I never ment to hurt anyone with some of these choices, but its like what they say love is crazy and you cant help who you love. Am praying that I can be friends with some people that mean alot to Nick I just hope. i really do.

Oh what a day

Ok so I went out to a movie tonight with my Nick! and it was so not worth it at all! We wasted 25 buck and the movie sucked! How does that happen?? I just dont get it? The previews looked amazing and we both were so exited about it and it turns a 160 and it was horrible! Anyways am done yelling about the movie! Sometimes I wonder when I should open my mouth or just keep it shut cause. with my pasted relationships I had to be quite and was never able to speak my mind and now with Nick I can do that but sometimes am still scared to say anything and He has never made me feel that way am just used to it. I just dont know what to do sometimes I just dont want to make a big deal out of nothing and thats why I think I dont say anything. I hope that sometimes by not saying something that its be ok, but who knows. Well its off to bed night bloggers!

Number one

Well I guess I can say Welcome to Blogger! LOL! Well what should I blog about?? Well First off Ill tell you alittle about me. My name is Jessica I go by Jess. I grew up in Osakis, Mn and now I live in Inver Grove Heights, MN. I love the cities do I see myself staying in the cities probably not I would love to see what else is out there and maybe move within the next year or so, but I will leave it up to faith! Am dating the most amazing person in the world1 We met two years ago and we have been together as a couple for a year now and  it has been fun. I wouldnt change us for anything in the world. I get the butterflys evertime I see him lol I know super cheezy! But we are on the verge on meeting families and we are living together and I see a great furture with him. ok ok enough about him lol, but I could talk about him for hours lol! But anyways more about me and whats happen in this world! So I am living on my own other then with Nick, I can't wait till we get a house. I work as a waitress at Emma Krummies and I love it. I know its not an office job but I love it. But thats it for me for now.